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Emotia

what little hope i have i hold for you

November 27, 2021 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns  Leave a comment

The mood has finally struck. This image came to my head a few days ago when I realized it’s been quite a bit since my last Emotia painting when I realized the last one was before Ronan was born. A lot of milestones have been reached since “I am Growing.” For example, I had a […]

i am growing but please let me be

July 6, 2019July 6, 2019 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns  1 Comment

Blammo! I have just now completed a brand new Emotia drawing. It’s been a year and a half since my last piece in this series, and good god was there plenty to try to put into it since then. I would like to present, “I am Growing But Please Let Me Be.” This took an […]

of markers and endeavors

August 13, 2018August 29, 2018 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Dumping a Dragon, Emotia, Manga, Original Characters, Ryan & Me, To Trust a Dragon  Leave a comment

and also scary new wordpress editors Well I would say in the last few weeks I have officially begun getting the hang of my new alcohol markers…but the problem I have discovered today is that my poor old flatbed scanner is not. a. fan.  I never knew that losing saturation would be a problem for me […]

even though i still feel broken

January 3, 2018January 9, 2018 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns  2 Comments

Pending revisions after I stare at this for a while, I am happy to present my 6th Emotia painting, “even though i still feel broken.” It’s been about a full year since “i do believe in new beginnings,” and my emotional landscape has gone through a lot this year. I have begun to manage my anxiety […]

i do believe in new beginnings

January 15, 2017December 23, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters  Leave a comment

I am thrilled to be able to add a new Emotia drawing to my ongoing series! This series is and always has been an evolution of self. It’s shown so many wildly different selves that began in July of 2014, two and a half years ago. Since then, I feel like I’ve gone through so […]

break in the hiatus

February 19, 2016December 23, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters  Leave a comment

2016 has been a crazy, and somewhat unrewarding year so far. A big part of me couldn’t be surprised that after everything that was accomplished in 2015, 2016 just sort of…arrived. What’s worse, I stopped being particularly good at handling the stress of paying rent (for the first time), working full-time (which recently went through […]

(rise again, fighting)

January 24, 2015December 23, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters  Leave a comment

UGH I AM SO AMPED UP GUYSI’m sure my blogs in here even have been suggestive of a rather crappy period of time in my life. Basically August, September, October, November and December all include blog posts with some allusion to a loss of direction, hope, or independence. I’ve said about as much about it as […]

It Will Work Out (I Hope)

August 23, 2014December 23, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters  3 Comments

So after giving up midway through “Waiting” (Is that ironic? That I got impatient trying to figure out a picture that was about my impatience? … Yes I think it actually is), I had just been dicking around with various watercolors and casually forgot about how I’d set out to make a series of digital […]

exhume

July 21, 2014December 23, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotia, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters  1 Comment

While reserving the right to repeatedly modify and re-upload this image tomorrow, I must say that I’m pretty damn proud of myself for this digital piece. I won’t jump in and say that it’s the fantastic piece I’m proud of so much that I DID IT and I FOLLOWED THROUGH on a piece that was […]

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