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Those Hands Tho

January 26, 2014August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Real People, Ryan & Me  Leave a comment

So I suppose I was feeling self-indulgent today and I decided to do a portrait-style doodle of my wonderful boyfriend. What’s funny is that as soon as I started drawing him I had this huge insight into my man preferences. He looks pretty much like the kind of guy I would draw all the time […]

strong/soft

January 11, 2014November 8, 2022 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Sun-Walking  Leave a comment

  Hey I like this.Was doodling, trying to channel Lucienne so I can be more like her. Huu.

come together, come apart

November 3, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Comics, Emotional Breakdowns, Manga  Leave a comment

New coloring format, yeyyyyy. I don’t know why I suddenly wanted to do the colors this way – I was in the middle of trying to be productive on Stealing from Raquildis after sitting on the same panel for a week, and then I realized I just really wanted to do a standalone photo. And, […]

oh, baby you’re a classic

October 11, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Original Characters, Redefining Evil  Leave a comment

So I accepted some time ago that Micah represents myself in male form so that nobody’s been able to accuse me of overusing my “Mary Sue” (as Margaret daintily put it…to my chagrin), but recently I have begun to acknowledge that Ingrid/Sophie is my female representation of self…but only when she’s black? Not sure what […]

too close for me, too distant for them

October 6, 2013 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns  Leave a comment

This weekend, I had my first experience with attempting to market my art. I was a participant in the Skyline Art Crawl. When I first eagerly and naively agreed to give it a shot – and when I was then admitted as an artist and signed my name in $70 blood – I had no […]

And Dad Told Me, “Move On”

August 6, 2013 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Writing Journey, Writing!  Leave a comment

When you take something you believe in, and you offer it to someone you want to believe in, but it’s turned away, it’s hard. Sorry for being cryptic – I’m not even sure if I should be writing about this here. And these are raw feelings. But I just receive a polite rejection to my […]

New Domain Name!

July 29, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Webdesign  Leave a comment

I’m feeling a little emotional over having switched domain names once and for all today. I just shifted over the whole RE portion of the site, and that was long after I quickly got Dreaming in Color up and running. With the exception of the cute thumbnail images for my entries. ): Trying to decide […]

Sun-Walking: And…Done.

July 24, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

So late last night, I officially completed my read-through of Sun-Walking. 12,000 words down, minus one character and some glasses, and I made it through with enough affection left to feel like just gushing about Lucienne. The story is so focused on her and it makes me feel good to have written what I think […]

A Perfect Conclusion

April 23, 2013December 5, 2021 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns  Leave a comment

So this piece is officially worth $500, and it is also out of my hands for the next year. I did it on May 24 2012 with ink and watercolor, and of course who is it featuring but Micah, my age-old muse…okay hold on, how old is he actually…OH MY GOD, I’ve actually been drawing […]

Arting is Good for the Thinking

March 5, 2013 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns  Leave a comment

So after a stressful few days of classwork, exams, and academia in general, I got out of class today and did nothing this evening but art. Some of it was for class: I’m working on a larger version of my first book project for my Book Arts class, and I brought my materials back to […]

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