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And Dad Told Me, “Move On”

August 6, 2013 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Writing Journey, Writing!  Leave a comment

When you take something you believe in, and you offer it to someone you want to believe in, but it’s turned away, it’s hard. Sorry for being cryptic – I’m not even sure if I should be writing about this here. And these are raw feelings. But I just receive a polite rejection to my […]

Sun-Walking: And…Done.

July 24, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

So late last night, I officially completed my read-through of Sun-Walking. 12,000 words down, minus one character and some glasses, and I made it through with enough affection left to feel like just gushing about Lucienne. The story is so focused on her and it makes me feel good to have written what I think […]

Postponing the Inevitable

June 12, 2013August 15, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

So in my life, I either run from endings or I put them off. Usually with people, I run from them. With things — creative things — I tend to put them off. I remember taking forever reading the last chapter of “Immortal Rain.” I have a lot of good drawings that haven’t been shaded […]

Not the Expected Direction

May 28, 2013December 5, 2021 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

So, about two days ago I FINALLY finished my third complete rewrite of the middle portion of “Sun-Walking” that I’m calling “Wind-Running.” I first started this “sequel” in June of 2011. I don’t think it took me long and then I rushed right onto the last installment, “Sky-Dancing,” and then suddenly for some reason I’ve […]

It’s Okay, ‘Cause They’re Not Real

February 18, 2013December 5, 2021 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

This was a picture I started on Valentine’s Day. It’s okay…’cause they’re not real. Anyway, I’m pretty happy with how it came out as a digital piece. I worked over traditional lineart first, but the lineart included their whole bodies, but when I was doing it in Painter and moved them down to the bottom […]

I Love You, Cadence

December 5, 2012August 16, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Cadence, Manga, Writing Journey, Writing!  Leave a comment

Up until I wrote Sophie in “Farewell, Fairytale,” during my first year of college, I really struggled with female characters. I came up with hotshots like Micah and smart guys like Andrew and tough guys like Danyil without any problems, but Shani was annoying and Kyasai was a bitch and Cirrus in …WtR drove me […]

Computers Eat Art

November 28, 2012August 16, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Cadence, Emotional Breakdowns, Manga, Writing!  Leave a comment

Okay I’m sorry I’ve got to rant in a way that I might remove later, but what the hell, I’ve been annoyed for the past 3 days and I want to own to it. See I’m entering what has always been a tricky phase of “The Cadence of a Restless Heart” — the phase where […]

Puppies & Pecs & Pretty Girls

October 31, 2012August 16, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Redefining Evil, Sun-Walking, Writing!  Leave a comment

I’m torn between the impulse to write all about my creative happenings now, but without full access to anything I did traditionally, or to wait until I get home (in like 2 weeks) and just take a MASSIVE DUMP (sorry, but the excitement of having my own flatbed scanner back at my fingertips just brings […]

Julian

October 11, 2012March 24, 2024 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Redefining Evil  Leave a comment

I will always love this character. I love his design, I love his delivery, I love how long he’s been around. I love that he’s old, and he bears his age — he’s got nearly-grown children — but in some ways he’s still got the same heart that got broken by his family as a […]

Falling into the Sun

August 14, 2012August 19, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Cadence, Writing!  4 Comments

OH MY GOODNESS I, like, figuratively, never, ever, ever come up with good story titles BUT I DID And the idea sprang forth like RE, in that it would be based on the idea of …WtR, but a new story, about CADENCE AND SOLARIS They have always, always fascinated me because they sort of drive […]

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