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Computers Eat Art

November 28, 2012August 16, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Cadence, Emotional Breakdowns, Manga, Writing!  Leave a comment

Okay I’m sorry I’ve got to rant in a way that I might remove later, but what the hell, I’ve been annoyed for the past 3 days and I want to own to it. See I’m entering what has always been a tricky phase of “The Cadence of a Restless Heart” — the phase where […]

The Sixth Station

September 3, 2012 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Other Peoples' Work!  2 Comments

  source Got a little story to tell. I am living in New Zealand right now and this past week my study abroad group and I went to the Cook Islands. I don’t need to tell you that an island like that, tropical, surrounded by coral, carpeted in deep green, is unbelievably beautiful. But it […]

Maturing Into Literature

August 16, 2012 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Other Peoples' Work!  Leave a comment

I read Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar when I was way too young, maybe 14 or 15. It was absolutely horrifying to me, drifting about from one mishap to the next with prose that made me want to cry. But because of all of the elements I seem to be pulling from old American literature […]

art is still my solace

January 16, 2012October 28, 2021 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns  1 Comment

I was going to do some pretty girl, but I made some awesome monster woman instead. My pieces are usually pretty static so this movement is like HELL YES. I wanted to see if I could do one of those old fashioned indulgent cute pictures of Micah with a more technical media. Then when I […]

Danyil

December 4, 2011August 19, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Redefining Evil, Writing Journey  Leave a comment

So in the past few weeks, I’ve been redeveloping the past between Danyil and Ingrid in response to a very logical observation on behalf of an editor. Basically, I needed to recreate Ingrid’s descent from human to vampire because her original story didn’t fly with my handmade vampire logic. A baby turned into a vampire […]

Mulan (Don’t Make a Man out of Her)

November 18, 2011 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Other Peoples' Work!  1 Comment

So, one of my all-time, longest-lasting favorite movie is “Mulan.” My whole family + all the childhood friends I’ve ever had know this. My high school and my Bethany friends know this, and most of them agree with me. Now, “Mulan” merits praise for a lot of the obvious reasons: it has some of the […]

it’s like switching my major, but…

October 4, 2011 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns  Leave a comment

okay so ever since i found Hello Giggles because of zooey deschanel, i’ve been wandering into these snarky feminist blogs like Filleosophy and my latest, Why Do I Have a Blog, i’ve been feeling so connected to these women that i wonder if i should allow myself to change the focus of this art blog […]

in which deep thoughts are disclosed

October 3, 2011 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns  1 Comment

it’s been so quiet in here! i’ve been too busy working and doing school and writing papers and doing an art internship to say much in here. oh and drawing naked people. i’m taking life drawing this semester, and finding that i feel very familiar with the human figure, and so in class all these […]

Total Absorption

September 7, 2011 z.m. celestaire  Emotional Breakdowns, Other Peoples' Work!  Leave a comment

I am experiencing the most intense literature-related whiplash OF MY LIFE. You know what I’m talking about — the daze that follows the departure from a fictional world in which you’ve long invested, whether your own or someone else’s. In my case, devouring the tales from Middle-earth as penned by J.R.R. Tolkien was an unexpected […]

girls with flowers

July 6, 2011August 19, 2017 z.m. celestaire  Art!, Emotional Breakdowns, Nikkei, Redefining Evil, Sun-Walking, Writing!  1 Comment

whoa, wordpress facelift! all right then. i can deal. anyway, was sketching. find myself repulsed by the idea of penning/colored penciling things, so in this case i settled for a pencil sketch with digital colors /lazy i decided that lucienne, cirrus and ingrid would really get along. it wasn’t until was contemplating coloring this that […]

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